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April 20th, 2006
06:53 am

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blow pop
its boring now at work but in a moment im sure my ass will be reeemed by some anal customer...

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March 8th, 2006
02:27 pm

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ahhhhhhhh
every part of me feelz so growsey. i fukin hate this feeling....

this is wierd...

Current Mood: exanimate

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12:52 pm

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friend
for yall
im ur doll

i leave curlew at 7;30,
get to spokane at 11,
and am in tacoma by 8;45...

it will take me a bit ta get ta b-town....

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March 7th, 2006
02:01 pm

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sore from 16 min. of sheer pain
yea i started :working out: i do 8 min. of tiboo, and 8 min. abs...


good god, n i thought sex was painful.

im trying to do this whole bosy health thing. i aint eatn meat im a whole fukn month.

what have i come to?

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10:15 am

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home free
wow monikas bak in town for a few, lets get together\
and feel alright

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March 6th, 2006
02:26 pm

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home werd bound?
mmmm, sounds like a sex tape, try thius
im cumming
home
to have some oral
sergery
done.

and id

well, really like to see you.
i will be in seattle as well as bremerton for a short time only.


hit me up

Current Mood: amused

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February 9th, 2006
10:43 am

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im at job core
no myspace for now but live J is OK. its crazzy here, i dont know if you could begin to understand. i hope everyone is well i luv yall lots...


het me back i need morilsupport, or i must go crazzy...

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January 7th, 2006
11:10 am

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its awsome to be blue
not in the balls

just blue n the face with



hmmm drunkinnas


nas

nasty bitch tryin ta rape me, i fukn hated it


and when did it become ok to sit on someone in the dark with your dick out cumming in thr hairz. god damb it was hot, but fukn nasty ass hell to clean out...

drinking yet another bottle of rasberry wine ta myself n loven it

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: comedy centrl
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December 2nd, 2005
05:21 pm

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going on a little trip would u like ta cum
it would suk ta go alone cuz
alone is so alone
id really lke it if your came
but if u dont i know
4 sho
your a basterdz

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November 7th, 2005
06:04 pm

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kick arz
iv got the greatst livei in the fukn world so top that

Current Mood: high

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November 6th, 2005
07:50 pm

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its nice ta get some head
but getting a kiss just makes my fuking week

wait did i steel that kiss

or whas it given ta me



z

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02:21 am

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i thinkishouldtey
tonightmightbtheperfictnight

Current Mood: alone

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November 4th, 2005
05:59 pm

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gets my drink on
alon?


loke loke like it

less u wana join in i gots a bottle ta share chilin in da freeza

Current Mood: contemplative

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October 28th, 2005
11:51 pm

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not even tonight could take the fekl feeling from withen
is it time, im unsure

is it true i do not know


but its not you



i am a worthless humen being like the otherz







rain just fukn rain all night, but please please plesae rain tomorrow

an expresion of sorrow

Current Mood: exanimate
Current Music: own personl jesus
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October 23rd, 2005
08:02 pm

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i really do miss you
i remember finding ur faiv hat in th street dirty and ragged picking it up and saving it ta give ta ya lata....,.


i remember do u




still onother i remember making out with you for hours and them feeling it was rong cuz i wasnt in love with you i just loved you.


and you

i remember you always having those smart comments about sufistikated topics, always keeeping me intreged.


way back whin i remember onother eating lunch with me every day away from the rest cuz we waz lonnerz, you always made me laugh as you escorted me to the bathroom .....





today i ate a turkey sandwhich and decided it would be the last meat i eat for a while.

im a sex addict and i need ta learn ta control myself.

drinking was once my best friend, and now that all my friends are away it is my only.

maybe a pill or two will solve my fuked up dayz, owh how i dred to work thismorning, hm what can i posible say or do to myself to fuking make the time slip away a tad faster today and slower tommorrow.


owh and you, you fukn piece af shat, rott in hell i recall you making me sik as a dog day after day as i waited 4 ur face ta show and now all i asked for was a simple fukn phone call and you couldnt even spare me that.


on a litter note i am really loking forward to getting this monster of a corn-wort burnt the fuk off me foot thursady, whish me luk.




unfortinatly not yours


zzzzzzaaaaaaaaaaaaaccccccchhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: mansion
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October 1st, 2005
03:03 pm

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itz a sham
today markz the one year of my brothers death.

im still holdong alot of anger towrdz some people and thingz but i cant work threw them like this. not alone, its too hard when your way of dealing is a little cut here or there


bloody mess

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: gag

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September 24th, 2005
10:45 pm

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shi6t gulb i ate to much with a bloody toung
differnt day same shitz, i went shoppong at the mall and bought a new outfit, got some sweet cons for olnly 11 $ from ross. saw starr, sara at macys said hi and that i had missed her hela she told me she was busy but gav me hr #, had my ears pierced at piercing pagota. went to rushes 4 a show hung out with scott. GOT MY TOUNG PIERCED...went to a diky hole for a red crosss benifit. got spit on at show , called sarah asked if she wnted ta hang out she said shrrrr cum over , called her back 4 directions and she didnt answer or call back. came home took sleeping pillz. woke up ate malt o meal, went to good will 5 fingad a brokn butrfly, ate jak n z crack. felt sick went ta value vilage, bought whight v neckz. came home went ta bed, woke up drove ta emilyz found out she had went ta seattle, saw jewls sister she told me jewl lives in view crest vilage, in the exzackt same apt. as em and adm. went ta visit no one was home, called amanda 4 jewz # got no answer came home readharry potter. ate ice cream checked email and here i am now telling my live story to ya.

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September 23rd, 2005
09:55 am

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dont have any use 4 it at all god damb
shit i got my license now i can drive str8 out of the us of a

Current Mood: crushed

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September 14th, 2005
07:36 pm

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its true
i had the crazzyst dream today after work when i passed out.


but i dont feel cumfortable telling you about it.



rock on

Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: tvshit

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September 13th, 2005
07:10 pm

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failed my drive test by one fukn point?
pointlezz bull shat dambet....

Current Mood: full
Current Music: swish
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